That I Can Do

There once was a woman named Whaletilda, who gave birth to a daughter named Cowsilla.

I can just be myself and they'll know what my sexual orientation is.

When there's nothing else you can do, some people pray. If there's no other way you can fight, fight spirituality. This requires wisdom. Sometimes we need to go back to go ahead. Sometimes we have to unlearn to learn. Sometimes we have to say nothing to say everything. Sometimes we lose, and sometimes we win.

*deep breath of relaxation*

Need I say more?

This moment is better than simply good or okay. Personally, it's a result of keeping a step ahead of the enemy, allowing me to maintain my energy flows. It took acceptance of my limits, and faith and trust in what's greater.

I acknowledge this overall good moment and that I'm okay. Gratitude.

We shouldn't have to live this way. However, it may be helpful to prepare us for an eternal life. It's unfair how there are some who are not continuously bombarded with what they don't want, while we are. I can get some relief in computer games but then it happens there as well, in the game. It's like, the more I'm able and happy to simply be myself, the more I'm bombarded with what I don't want. I'm not being myself to attract what I don't want. I'm being myself, for myself, and in the hopes that I can attract what I want as myself. Imagine if I can be myself, and attract what I want. I don't want to be something else to attract what I want. Honestly, I think I've attracted what I don't want whether or not I'm being myself. I'm required to live with courage and reject what I don't want. I will not be afraid of the consequences. I don't have to be mean; I can be as nice as I want. I must simply stand up for myself and

Heavenly blessings be upon you now, without weighing you down in any way, but rather lifting you up in timeless ascension! (All curses are broken and penalties lifted!)

I did it! I made an energy barrier, or shield, that I can power utilizing my ring. It feels like a bubble surrounding me, that hardens when impacted by harmful energies. It feels like it exterminates any of those energies that are left over, trapped with the bubble once it forms. Thus it keeps a clean and healthy atmosphere around me that I'm able to intensify. (Basically, I'm starting to get how Gandalf felt when he protected himself while saying, "You shall not pass!" in The Lord of the Rings.) Reaching this point in my energy work is from the accumulation of years of fine adjustments to my weilded ring. It's as though I've been forging the ring all this time and now I can actually wield it. 😅

I take responsibility for the life that I live and I acknowledge its relative awesomeness.