That I Can Do

I got the Definitive Edition of Xenoblade Chronicles for Nintendo Switch some time ago, which I don't think is a good console for this game. The Definitive Edition has been made to look more cartoony, using basic colours and shading, like all Switch games need to be to accommodate hardware limitations. (I will admit that Doom Eternal looks pretty good on Switch) The low frame rates make it run noticeably choppy at times, mostly when simply looking around with the camera. I haven't played it in a while, nor have I finished it, but I was enjoying the story. I remember while I was playing how I wished it could be for pc in high resolution. Well, the Wii version can (using Dolphin emulator), and I prefer its art style. I'm happy to get back into this game.

Doesn't that seem to be the case? It's not your biggest fear.

Just doing me, eh? Yah, I'm ok with that. It makes good timing. These are my best regards. It's wise to be here now. Thank you. You're doing great! p.s. I exist; thus I am capable of existing and necessary for existence.

Because I can. 🙂

I'm compelled to express this update on my life. I'm fine. Like most, I've seen the full video of the Oval Office event involving Zelenskyy, Trump, Vance and a douche reporter who was intentionally rude. I've also seen a few videos of Trump and Zelenskyy speaking afterwards about it to some degree. Here are my thoughts. From most people's reactions, people appear to expect Trump to act like an influencer. He's a politician. The reporter who rudely, with intention to be rude, asked Zelenskyy, "Do you own a suit?", set the tone for the meeting. Trump should not have allowed that question; he has stopped reporters before for less. Vance was scared that Zelenskyy's question, about what type of diplomacy can be used with Putin, would reveal that any type of diplomacy with Putin would be illicit. That's why Vance told Zelenskyy it was "disrespectful to litigate" the matter in front of American Media. Since when is litigating in front of the...

People don't always understand love, if it could be understood at all. I see it as more than simply a biological condition. Animals express affection, but animals and people who have been wrongfully mistreated, abused, may have difficulty expressing affection. Does that mean they don't love? No, it does not. They love in their own ways, which may not be perceived as love by others. Who can judge what love is? It's common for people to be fooled into thinking they're experiencing love, when in fact they're not. To get a better understanding of love, let's start with compassion. There are times when one can be surrounded by evil. We do not have compassion for evil. Here's an example. Suppose you're hearing discouraging and condemning voices that intend to hurt your feelings. You don't see anyone talking, but you can hear these voices. It's not surprising for you because you've heard similar voices like them before. Their pattern is familiar. Th...

  ...I just had to share this somewhere

One month later, 646.7 hours in, and having spent more than I will admit on microtransactions, I now have more to say about Guild Wars 2. SPOILER ALERT!! It's good and bad. There are things I like and there are things I don't like. I think this game is not for everyone. I don't follow nor feel a part of mainstream society, so this review is simply my opinion. I didn't care for the movie Inside Out 2, and I felt like Living World Season 2, Episode 7: Seeds of Truth was written by the same people. Being forced to play the role of a female, having a female partner, chasing another female, who's hiding out with a female, (all while taking a break from a prominent, ongoing lesbian love story) goes beyond the equality mindset of feminism, and into the superiority complex of female chauvinism. The enemy AI is completely unfair and the game requires its glitches and brokenness in order for you to progress. One minute you're doing well, then an enemy suddenly becomes rel...

Here's my take on Guild Wars 2. (330 hours in) It's satisfying my desire for a game where I can explore and appreciate its artwork (on a gaming pc), having a decently customizable character. To me, it feels like a newer mix between The Elder Scrolls and a more mature version of The Legend of Zelda. It's nice how with a simple scroll of the mouse, you can seamlessly change from first person shooter to Diablo-style arial view. The free-to-play basic game seems like a really big demo. There are inaccessible areas that require you to purchase an expansion pack to gain access. Once purchased, you will have access to mounts, "creatures used to enhance travel through the world of Tyria and certain parts of The Mists." This quote was taken from Guild Wars 2 Wiki, as well as the following quote. "Free-to-Play and Core accounts receive a one-time 10-hour trial of the mount on that character." The game is too big to explore it all on foot; mounts are required. Also...

Here is Petre Parker. I imagine he's from the Spider-Verse. ~Guild Wars 2

~Guild Wars 2

God is greater.   (Isaiah 55:8-9) God is love.  (1 John 4:8) God's love is unconditional/a gift.   (Ephesians 2:8, Jeremiah 31:3, Proverbs 10:12, Titus 3:5, Romans 8:38-39) God's love is perfect/without any punishment.   (1 John 4:18) Hell is for fallen angels and the devil, not for us.   (Matthew 25:41, 2 Peter 2:4) This is a warning, it's not a condition for love nor for salvation.   (Romans 10:9, John 3:16) God is always greater.  (Psalm 139:4, Psalm 145:3, 1 Chronicles 29:11) God can.   (Ephesians 3:20, Jeremiah 32:17, 27, Luke 1:37, Matthew 19:26)

I heard this from Joel Osteen on TV this morning. I usually find a good point in his sermons. He was saying this to God. It really spoke to my spirit. Imagine always having to prove yourself to someone. Now, imagine never having to prove yourself again.

I must acknowledge having a good moment. It deserves the same recognition as any other moment. Also, I've found that what makes me feel tired is acting like I care when I truly don't. It takes less energy to be honest.

...in Jesus' name, Amen

I intend to have an easy retirement. A good way to deal with the stuff going on with people of this world is to consider their true intentions. When it's hard to tell what's good or evil, focus on their intentions. I truly intend to love.

Life's interesting. I'm grateful. It's not so bad for me. I'm happy :)

Cutting women out of your life is like plucking gray hairs. When you pluck one, three more show up in its place. A lot of times when I'm forced to come out to people who will never get it (they're unable to pick up on sarcasm or being patronized), and can't take a hint (because they interpret everything as: they're always right), they simply ignore what I've said to them and continue acting under their wishful assumptions that I'm straight. Maybe this is what people mean when they say I'm too nice.

Unreal Tournament 4 I'm glad there's a community that hasn't given up on Unreal Tournament.

I can't control it but I can use it, work with it. It takes mindfulness. It connects physically and emotionally to create stability, peace and wholeness. It's intriguing.

I've accepted and embraced my primary connection as a power source. I suspected it before, but now I know it's true. Focusing energies on it is a new practice, which I don't think I was ready to do before. Thank God for this new belief.

Mindful of current and regional spacetime for contentment I succeed. Peace and thanks, acknowledging love and compassion, achieving fulfilment, being whole. Elohim, Council of God(s), I address you now.

I want to report that I'm no longer wielding my ring. It was used well, and has brought me into a healthy and beneficial alignment of energies. I'm grateful for the time I had with it, and that I'm well without it in this new chapter and level of my life. peace

Waiting at the bus stop... The morning sun shines brightly just above the horizon, yet I don't feel the need to wear my shades. All sorts of emotions are felt swirling around within me, while all balances out to being well. The bus arrives.

I've come to a realization: I believe in love, and I don't need to explain myself so much for love.

🤗

p.s. It's not meant to be a guilt trip. Who knows what God knows?

In our Universe, timing is everything. Have you ever met anyone who persistently arrives at the perfect time to cause you more pain? They always appear in perfect timing to steal your happiness, kill your good mood, and destroy your peace.  Have you noticed when things work out in perfect timing for you, so that you could have a better life? It causes you to live a good life more abundantly. (John 10:10) ~Peace, wholeness, love, compassion, healing and good lives be ours. With gratitude, Amen.

I don't* think healing is compassion, but compassion inevitably leads to healing. *(sometimes we have to start with a negative in order to break through)

How can I enjoy Heaven knowing that others like me are being tortured in Hell? How selfish! How does punishment teach anything if it goes on for eternity? What type of God would allow this? Compassion energy seems strongest. It's the only reason to fight for this world 🌎. As well, it works both ways: compassion for others = compassion for self. This is what makes this energy so powerful.

My Review: ...ok

queer* 1st-generation Canadian happy with my Canadian upbringing don't believe that my way is the only right way don't blame everyone for my trauma don't think everyone is responsible for me * I've been asked, "What's the difference between 'queer' and 'gay'? Ever since some influential members of the transgender community have taken it upon themselves to represent the rest of the lgb+ communities, the term 'gay' has changed from a sexual orientation involving people with the same sex, to now include people of the same gender. Thus anyone can be gay, as long as both partners identify as having the same gender (regardless of their sex). Queer is a gender: genderqueer. (just like trans is transgender) It's more particular, and what I most identify as, being a gay bottom. In my society, if I were to say that I'm gay, most would assume that I play the "man's role" in the gay relationship (top), and that I want something...

I'm stronger than I realize and when it comes down to it, I can count on myself. Yes, it's all part of Elohim's plan and Thon is always there every step of the way; there's no escaping Thon. The point is, I am capable. I reached a point where I felt that I don't care about anything else, nothing else mattered. I was so angry that all I  wanted to do was fight against evil, and I was capable. I am capable. I can control the anger using compassion for those who are currently suffering. I use the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit uses me to conquer. It feels like harnessing the power of a black hole ⚫️ 

Reward "good", be grateful, and wait. ( +100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 XP)

People say, "OK! OK!" just to shut you up, and then you think they agree with what you've been saying.

Finding Love I love me I love me for me Because I love me, I don't need to love all the bad things that made me who I am I don't even need to love the "who I am" I simply love me "Who I am" is a different concept from "me" "Who I am" is full of memories and experiences "Me" is at the core I love me And, I love "how I am" I love how God is I love how you are I love me I love God I love you I love

In the efforts of finding ways to cool off, be proud of yourself for not wanting contemplated probabilities. Living by faith is saying, "I'll be ok." And so you will. Elohim bless you!

You force people to act the way you want, then you're surprised that they're just acting.

I've gained some therapeutic perspective and now trust that the ring's new self-adjusting, self-aligning properties enable me to wield it worry-free. I can rely on it to always be perfectly calibrated for my needs. I don't have to think about that anymore; I can simply use it now.

The new alignment is unique to myself. I can feel and understand how it's tuned to my rythems and sequences. Of course, I'm a part of a larger pattern, with fundamental energies composing my own. Yet, this alignment remains unique. It's interesting to learn how its energy can be used.

I found a new alignment! It's a new frequency or vibration that aides in healthy energy flows and optimal wellbeing.

Our God is not limited to what anyone (regardless of how ordained they are) writes about God. Our God is always greater. Our God can do anything, including find a better way to save the world. Our God does not have Thons hands tied because Thon gave us "free will". Our God does not require anyone to believe in Thon, nor any praise. Our God is not a stupid parent. Our God loves unconditionally . This means that we are not required to believe, pray a "sinner's prayer", repent, nor be saved to receive God's love. God does not discriminate. God loves the world. We are loved by God because we are all God's children.

There're times I've wielded my rings to align energy flows for optimal personal health and wellbeing. I'd adjust my ring to my finger so that it would be automatically aligned when wearing it. Yet, if I left it on for a while (a few days) it would end up being aligned in the complete opposite direction that I wanted, and had originally aligned it to. This has happened repeatedly. I decided to experiment with this. This time, I intentionally aligned my ring so that it was causing energy flows to be opposite to what I wanted. I predicted it would eventually change to the opposite of that, thus to the way I wanted. It worked! I find the energy is now more focused in and on myself: instead of feeling like I'm wielding a ring, I feel like I'm wielding myself. I'm the magical energy, and my rings just act like a bottle cap keeping things in.

"I'm not okay, but I will be." (Shining like a star, the light you emit irradiates, destroys, dissolves and dissipates nearby evils while energizing everything else around you.)

I see now that it's all so personal. I align my energy for my health and wellbeing. When in a spiritual battle, I don't use my energy to change the enemy. The energies are used to change myself. This is how I'm victorious. Perhaps this works best because the true spiritual battle is within.

Expressing in words the magical energies, forces, flows, sensations and feelings from accumulated changes of fine-tuned alignments, necessarily acknowledges, relieves and honours the commitment and work required for this moment. Well done!

 ~modded edition

Apparently, I'm very convincing at acting like I care. It's always a surprise to people when I get tired of acting and show that I truly don't care. I just don't understand why people don't already figure out that it was only an act in the first place. Perhaps it's habitual for me to act like I care about things I don't truly care about because that's how I was brought up. My and my sisters' acting were what kept the peace in our home. I realize how we were always afraid and were required to act for our parent, otherwise be verbally and physically attacked. That was the past. Now I can choose how to act. I like acting nice, so it comes easily for me. Yet, I must be mindful of acting nice out of fear of conflict when conflict is necessary due to me being treated unjustly. There are times I must be stern. At those times, I cannot act like I care about what they do, are doing, or will do (within context): it's not time for acting; it's time to b...

Feeling depressed. Sure, I have everything I need to conquer my reality, and I'm grateful, but why should I have to? What I truly desire, for all my life, is not attained. I recognize and identify this spirit, and this spiritual attack. I know I've never been more aligned to good than I am now, and the enemy is threatened by this. I can hear their frustration; it gives me pleasure.

What are your properties? What are the properties of those around you? Getting more personal, what are the properties of Christ Jesus? What are the properties of the devil? What are the properties of angels, demons and God? What are the properties of love?

Quantum mechanics and the Plank length need not apply with magical energies. Yet some properties remain such as the stability of mass and siphoning matter.

  This is my first Souls game. I'll admit that it keeps me coming back to it. It's visually stunning. A still image doesn't give it justice as there's so much motion going on on-screen. It's like looking into a portal to a dream world. It really draws you in. Now... like a dream world, it can feel impossible to navigate. It's also very difficult; you die regularly. Yet, everything's so beautifully animated it keeps you coming back. It reminded me of Dragon's Lair, but it plays like a "rated R" Zelda game. It can get frustrating. I thought of using mods but decided not to, because the mods I've seen just seem to be more hassle. I don't see how I could have progressed without the helpful information from other gamers online (thanks), and continuously grinding to level-up my character. (the pic shows how far I got as of now) ps. I'm finding this more interesting than The Elder Scrolls Online due to the fact that I'm not forced to l...

The energy travels like light through a medium, reflecting within the crystal, off the metal of which it has been set. It flows from within and around, connected to chosen benefits of health and wellbeing while wearing the ring. Thanks.

Good morning 😊

This moment is great just as it is.

The energy is flowing in the beneficial way for my wellbeing. It flows increasingly faster and more frictionless: flowing without resistance. It makes up an energy cell that encompasses a dark part of me I don't see. This energy cell continually fills, in what feels like an accelerated manner. I'm learning how to tap into this energy reservoir, that is me.

Preparation works.

"Forgive me, please!" "For what?" "For not being perfect." "I do not forgive you for that."

Wholeness, in the design of emotions, is through lived experience.

All the best in potentiality be actuality for us. 

Sharing a good moment 😌

If there's one thing I learned from Pride last month, it's that I'm not alone. Happy Canada Day!  ~photos were taken from  https://www.deviantart.com/mi1212120/gallery

I have a new alignment of energy thus incorporated with this message. May it benefit you. Peace and love!

Here's my new character who's more focused on magic. Don't worry; I still have my first character.

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Blessings.

Energy flow taps into emotion for power. Optimal flow can be our neutral gear via: faith, hope, trust, knowledge, understanding, patience, wisdom, courage, vulnerability, acceptance, compassion, gratitude, honesty, work... mindfulness.

  Doom Eternal is an extremely polished game. It can be gratifying to eliminate demons. At times it can also feel like a tiring expedition. I finished the Nintendo Switch version, and I'm now replaying it on pc. I liked using the Switch motion controls for aiming, and I also like using a keyboard and mouse. (You may be able to see from the keys that I position my left hand on the keyboard as if I were typing.)

Properties emerge from having your energy flowing in the right way for you. These emergent properties go beyond our connections to the flowing energies. They may be seen as magical, influenced psychically using mindfulness. Blessed be.

There once was a woman named Whaletilda, who gave birth to a daughter named Cowsilla.

I can just be myself and they'll know what my sexual orientation is.

When there's nothing else you can do, some people pray. If there's no other way you can fight, fight spirituality. This requires wisdom. Sometimes we need to go back to go ahead. Sometimes we have to unlearn to learn. Sometimes we have to say nothing to say everything. Sometimes we lose, and sometimes we win.

*deep breath of relaxation*

Need I say more?

This moment is better than simply good or okay. Personally, it's a result of keeping a step ahead of the enemy, allowing me to maintain my energy flows. It took acceptance of my limits, and faith and trust in what's greater.

I acknowledge this overall good moment and that I'm okay. Gratitude.

We shouldn't have to live this way. However, it may be helpful to prepare us for an eternal life. It's unfair how there are some who are not continuously bombarded with what they don't want, while we are. I can get some relief in computer games but then it happens there as well, in the game. It's like, the more I'm able and happy to simply be myself, the more I'm bombarded with what I don't want. I'm not being myself to attract what I don't want. I'm being myself, for myself, and in the hopes that I can attract what I want as myself. Imagine if I can be myself, and attract what I want. I don't want to be something else to attract what I want. Honestly, I think I've attracted what I don't want whether or not I'm being myself. I'm required to live with courage and reject what I don't want. I will not be afraid of the consequences. I don't have to be mean; I can be as nice as I want. I must simply stand up for myself and ...