That I Can Do

Here's my new character who's more focused on magic. Don't worry; I still have my first character.

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Blessings.

Energy flow taps into emotion for power. Optimal flow can be our neutral gear via: faith, hope, trust, knowledge, understanding, patience, wisdom, courage, vulnerability, acceptance, compassion, gratitude, honesty, work... mindfulness.

  Doom Eternal is an extremely polished game. It can be gratifying to eliminate demons. At times it can also feel like a tiring expedition. I finished the Nintendo Switch version, and I'm now replaying it on pc. I liked using the Switch motion controls for aiming, and I also like using a keyboard and mouse. (You may be able to see from the keys that I position my left hand on the keyboard as if I were typing.)

Properties emerge from having your energy flowing in the right way for you. These emergent properties go beyond our connections to the flowing energies. They may be seen as magical, influenced psychically using mindfulness. Blessed be.

There once was a woman named Whaletilda, who gave birth to a daughter named Cowsilla.

I can just be myself and they'll know what my sexual orientation is.

When there's nothing else you can do, some people pray. If there's no other way you can fight, fight spirituality. This requires wisdom. Sometimes we need to go back to go ahead. Sometimes we have to unlearn to learn. Sometimes we have to say nothing to say everything. Sometimes we lose, and sometimes we win.

*deep breath of relaxation*

Need I say more?

This moment is better than simply good or okay. Personally, it's a result of keeping a step ahead of the enemy, allowing me to maintain my energy flows. It took acceptance of my limits, and faith and trust in what's greater.

I acknowledge this overall good moment and that I'm okay. Gratitude.

We shouldn't have to live this way. However, it may be helpful to prepare us for an eternal life. It's unfair how there are some who are not continuously bombarded with what they don't want, while we are. I can get some relief in computer games but then it happens there as well, in the game. It's like, the more I'm able and happy to simply be myself, the more I'm bombarded with what I don't want. I'm not being myself to attract what I don't want. I'm being myself, for myself, and in the hopes that I can attract what I want as myself. Imagine if I can be myself, and attract what I want. I don't want to be something else to attract what I want. Honestly, I think I've attracted what I don't want whether or not I'm being myself. I'm required to live with courage and reject what I don't want. I will not be afraid of the consequences. I don't have to be mean; I can be as nice as I want. I must simply stand up for myself and

Heavenly blessings be upon you now, without weighing you down in any way, but rather lifting you up in timeless ascension! (All curses are broken and penalties lifted!)

I did it! I made an energy barrier, or shield, that I can power utilizing my ring. It feels like a bubble surrounding me, that hardens when impacted by harmful energies. It feels like it exterminates any of those energies that are left over, trapped with the bubble once it forms. Thus it keeps a clean and healthy atmosphere around me that I'm able to intensify. (Basically, I'm starting to get how Gandalf felt when he protected himself while saying, "You shall not pass!" in The Lord of the Rings.) Reaching this point in my energy work is from the accumulation of years of fine adjustments to my weilded ring. It's as though I've been forging the ring all this time and now I can actually wield it. 😅

I take responsibility for the life that I live and I acknowledge its relative awesomeness.

It always seems unfair to have to seek out the good in people who make it difficult. We're told to imagine viewing from their perspectives, to ultimately have compassion. Yes, we're all God's children. Yet, if we have to see others in their "angelic forms" then we must see our own angelic forms as well. p.s. good morning

It doesn't have to be perfect. (gained bonus XP)

Here's to existing 🍸

Energy flows. I may have already mentioned that I think of energy as more than just the physics definition of the ability to do work, because I think work is relative. Things with mass need to exist in spacetime and they need to bend the spacetime they exist in. Mass is a resistance to acceleration. All these ideas with being mindful to the flows of good, healthy energies, as well as the flow of unwanted energy or waste, is taken into account when aligning an item to magically/psychically/spiritually wield. The best feeling I have is having a perfect alignment of energy. I feel my energies flowing in tune with my wielded item and the environment, providing optimal health, accordingly wellbeing.

1 John 4:18 (NRVSE) "There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear; for fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not reached perfection in love." You're invited to go out for dinner with your coworkers. They're your coworkers, associates, and not actually your friends. You regularly don't be yourself around them; you be your professional self. Thus you're hesitant to spend your free time with them because you're afraid they will not accept the true you. The invalid emotion of anger that you feel, as if they're pestering you to join them, does not remove your fear. You don't want to be hurt anymore. You decide not to prejudge them, knowing what it's like to be prejudged, and you accept their invitation, making yourself vulnerable and reasonably afraid. After the dinner you realize that you truly had a good time. It felt good. You were not pressured to reveal anything about yourself that would make you uncomfortable. Ever

back to Skyrim This game gives me mixed feeling, but overall its leaning towards being a good game. At times it can be frustrating. I found it necessary to adjust the controls and settings. There are times when I want to go a short distance on my map, but I end up on top of a cliff, or at a wall of rock, or some other dead end because of the layout and landscape. It's blatantly obvious the game was meant to appeal to mainstream heterosexual males: if you're not followed by a woman (including transwomen) then you're rescuing women and bringing them back to their wives, sisters or female lovers. This is an exaggeration, of course, but you get the point. It's like how I felt when I tried out the Star Trek Online game: I have no interest in commanding an all-female crew.  In The Elder Scrolls Online, I really like the exploration and abilities. There's so much you can do and you have a lot of freedom. I usually like playing solo. There are some areas that require a grou

Who worries about such things? I don't.

In the first pic you can see the Rainbow Bridge at 3:20 pm yesterday. It was neat to see it look like night time during the day. The other picture of the eclipse is just afterwards. I've discovered the ring heals and energizes me while being on. It's better used passively. I've had to alternate how I wield it, more defensively.

I just wanted to share this moment of revelation and enlightenment with you 🤗

When I talk about battling the enemy, I mean spiritual warfare. I'm not actually talking about physical battles. However, you will see the connection between the spiritual and physical in time. Why can't we simply make all the demons into their angelic forms? Weren't they once angels to begin with? Perhaps it takes being stronger than our feelings of anger, bitterness and hatred, to swallow our pride, let those feelings go and think in terms of goodness. Maybe there's some good in being a little delusional; it works for the enemy. What would they be saying if they were their angelic selves?

You've been given a glimpse of your power, as everything being manifested with your every thought fades back into an unseen realm. The power you control is greater than you expected, greater than your enemy's. Your attacks feel like overkill, yet your power keeps increasing. You know you want to use this power for something else, something greater. You call out to God, Elohim! You know a fundamental change will occur as you call out once more, Elohim! You're shown your seat at God's council, Elohim, and welcomed to sit down as part of the Council of God. You feel your godliness and now know what to do with your power. Instead of attacking, you see your enemy as their innocent childhood selves. With your power you bring out that part of them, their seats on the council, and act on your feelings of compassion and love towards them.

It feels to be absorbing energies, perhaps to be used later. I appreciate the disconnection it now has from energy flows; it's different. It seems to be more connected to whatever I can think of, like the Green Lantern's ring. This requires a different energy in itself. However, it's better than the comic book hero's ring because it's always on auto-charge, like self-generating mana. I wonder when I'll need to use its energy.

According to BibleGateway.com there are 142 results for the word "abomination" in the King James Version Bible. Apparently the new, political, English word "homosexuality" that has been added to the modern translations of scriptures is not considered to be the only abomination. The Bible is full of good, helpful things, as well as some shit that people simply ignore: 1 Timothy 2:12-14. I believe all Christians pick and choose the Bible verses to believe that work well for them. I like chapter 23 of Matthew because Jesus talks about hypocrites. I wish today's pastors would preach about that chapter more often, but like the previous example, it just seems to be ignored. I've experienced being ignored many times when speaking the truth. I live by Matthew 5:9. "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God." This gives us some leeway in what we do and say, as long as it's for peace. We need darkness to see the light. I t

You were brought up in an environment where you were unable to be yourself. You couldn't develop like the majority of people in your society because you spent your childhood in survival mode. Now that you're older, you're afraid that being the way you truly feel will not be tolerated. However, you regularly conquer your fears, thus tolerate the way you truly feel. Is this love?

There sure are a lot of Terms of Service to agree with. Basically, we own nothing.

Almost everyone has an opinion, and people are okay with being actors in commercials.  

Sincerely yours, Samuel

I believe I've made a final adjustment to my ring, so that now I can leave it on permanently. I've felt this way before. However, this is the first time there's ever been such a fundamental change. Thus, I believe I've made my last calibration. It's grown beyond energy flows: mine and the enemy's, while still aligned to remove unwanted energies and sickness. I enjoy working with it and I feel as though I'm starting over again in a new level that's higher and stronger than before.

Let's be real. We can calibrate love with hatred. Have you ever had things you hate about someone, but they have nothing they hate about you? Of course, you're much more likable than they are because you don't act as annoying as they do. However, imagine their perspective and that they're simply being themselves. They actually don't intend to be annoying. In fact it's obvious they just want to be loved. Is having pity for them the same as love? I like using 1 Corinthians 13 as a guide for what love is.

I don't intend to show off when I blog about the computer games I play. I like to show how my computer displays because I'm proud of putting it together. I hope others enjoy seeing these games on my system with my settings. On social media the other day I saw a video of a homeless guy starving on the street, then scrolled down to the next video of a gluttonous guy eating an oversized pastry and coffee. Some religious people think that God is happy blessing only them, and that they should be happy receiving God's blessings while others don't. That would make God sadistic. How can you enjoy your blessing while watching others suffer? Are we supposed to eat on display in front of our enemies like in Psalm 23:5? Isn't God's spirit being poured out on all flesh as in Acts 2:17? Hasn't Jesus saved the whole world according to 1 John 2:2? How can you enjoy Heaven knowing people are suffering in Hell? How can a loving parent who has power over Heaven and Hell do tha

I use the terms energy and energies interchangeably because that is how energy feels to me. It can feel like a single energy, or different energies flowing in a group. My energy is all connected to myself, and in that sense it's all the same, like my DNA (which is also a form of energy) I think of energy according to the physics definition while adding a spiritual element connected to the mind, psyche, sensations and emotions. I perform energy work according to the practice of mindfulness, yoga, DBT and personal spirituality, founded and expanded upon Christianity, in its own creed. I believe energy is magic and God is one and many like energy: Psalms 82:1 (Names of God Bible) "Elohim takes his place in his own assembly. He pronounces judgment among the gods:" God is in fact transgender: Genesis 1:27 "So Elohim created humans in his image. In the image of Elohim he created them. He created them male and female." I believe the focus of the Bible should not be sin

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Good morning, The ring and I have changed together, dare I say, grown together. On its own it feels stagnant. I took it off a couple times to readjust my energy flows during battle. The spiritual battle I'm referring to manifests for me as persistent attacks by malevolent spirits trying to change my energy flows, usually in a completely opposite direction. I keep my energies flowing optimally for my health and wellbeing. I felt some anger this morning by the unrelenting narcissistic spirits whining for my energy as they mindlessly attacked. They don't reason. They're selfish. They only want what they want and do anything to get it. I had not too long ago adjusted my energies defensively for my protection. However, this morning I utilized the emotion and let go of inhibition. I knew how to adjust my energies offensively, weaponizing them, and I was now aware of very clear targets. I suppose I needed to justify to myself, why I would do this. They weren't learning nor sto

In continuation of my last post, all things work together for good, according to Romans 8:28. Yet it goes on to say, for those who love God, are called and/or chosen by God. This is about perspective, as good and evil can only be. If we see the good, that is God, then all things for us work together for good (for God). If we narrow down to only look at evil, then we see how things only work together for evil (a part of God). We need to remain whole and look at the big picture. Let's look at the universe. It's said that the universe is neutral, but this is still a perspective. There is more good than evil in the universe. If there were more evil then nothing would exist. Things being here is better (more good) than things not being here. Therefore, because the universe exists, it is more good than evil. Same for us😁

It's interesting how some bibles get things wrong, and how people believe and ignore whatever they want from them. Take this bible study about the chronological order of events at the last supper:  https://www.logosapostolic.org/bible_study/RP126-2OrderLord'sSupper.htm . I find it interesting how some bibles have errored in their translations of the verb "ginomai". It's like introducing the new English word "homosexual" into the bible, like we're trying to be trendy. I think the tradition that Jesus told us to keep for Passover, the Lord's Supper, is the washing of each others' feet. He specifically told us to do so. So, instead of having a stale cracker and some grape juice in church, we should be getting our feet washed. Who are chosen by God? I believe anyone who is alive has been chosen by God to exist, according to God's plan for existence. Thus, we are all chosen by God. I've met many people who disagree with this. They want to

In this we have a choice. I say we take God out of the box and focus on all the scripture verses that say God is greater than anything we can imagine or understand God to be. Yes, God created evil. God knew it was going to be made and allowed it. God is responsible for evil as much as good. God's plan cannot be changed by us, regardless of any free will we may have, because God is greater. If we believe God is greater than anything and everything, including our own free will, then we can trust in God and be at peace in our lives. We know that God's love for us is always greater, despite how unfair life is. We use our faith and trust in God for us to move on. God can handle our anger and hatred; go to God with it. We don't have to put on an act for God. We don't have to be in denial. We can embrace every part of ourselves and show it to God without holding anything back. God can take it. God understands. God knows. Trust God. I form the light, and create darkness: I make

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Why do they always ignore 1st Timothy 2:12-14? 1 Timothy 2:12-14  (New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition) 12 I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she is to keep silent.  13 For Adam was formed first, then Eve,  14 and Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived and became a transgressor. Here are some chapters of the Bible that deserve more attention: Matthew 23 (verses 1-36) 1 Corinthians 13 My point is, the Bible is not supposed to be taken literally. Even Jesus spoke in parables. The message from the Bible is to love. Once we're making that effort, God is supporting our actions. P.S. Do I hate women? No. I've just encountered more female bullies than male. Many that I've met are too busy playing the victim that they don't see how they're patronized. Then they think they're superior. They don't see how people just give them what they want to get rid of them. The word "Karen" comes to mind. Aggressive wome

Exploitation begins at home. ~Ferengi Rules of Acquisition (Rule 110), Star Trek Voyager: False Profits Personal Comments I continually see the consistent evil that preys upon kindness. Bullies have a talent for finding the "pushovers", people who they can bully. They will take advantage of and abuse the people who are kind to them; this is an impartial observation and my experience. It's okay to stand up to bullies. Proverbs 6:16-19  (New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition) 16 There are six things that the Lord hates,     seven that are an abomination to him: 17 haughty eyes, a lying tongue,     and hands that shed innocent blood, 18 a heart that devises wicked plans,     feet that hurry to run to evil, 19 a lying witness who testifies falsely,     and one who sows discord in a family.

I now understand and accept that I'm queer (genderqueer), and this is our flag. My preferred pronouns are thon/thons/thonself, but I don't expect everyone to use them for me. I used to think I was a gay male, transgender female, nonbinary and 2 spirit, but I see now how queer suits me best. I'm not gay because I don't just go for anyone who considers themself a man. I'm not a transgender woman because I don't actually see myself as a woman. I'm not nonbinary because I see myself belonging to the binary system as a male. I'm not 2 spirit because, although I'm part Kalinago (Carib), I don't follow the First Nations' traditions, and I don't see myself as having 2 spirits. Hence I'm happy to know that I specifically belong to the queer community. P.S. In other words, I'm gay and a total bottom who's into younger, masculine, muscular guys who indentify with the sex they were assigned at birth, are total tops and basically dominant

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This personal road is traveled by me alone, yet it lies on our shared Earth, in our observable universe. Everything is different, even the things that are the same: they're held in consistency differently. Potentiality remains unknown. Actuality is directed spirituality. Our acknowledgement is that betterment actualize. So be it.

Don't use force. Know your makeup. Trust in the greater. Relax. Don't fight. Be at peace. Know that you're invaluable. Know that you are love. Be victory.

What's your thing? The thing that is most important for me, my survival, wellbeing and motivation, is the thing that I'm always aware of and figuratively on top of. I've seen others who have their own thing, something they do well, that's the focus of their lives and that they relatively enjoy, and I've wondered what my thing was. I had no idea for a while, but I know now that my thing is unique, and usually only noticed by myself. It's not something I can directly display to the world because it's mostly invisible. My thing is magic, but it's not performance magic; it's more of wizards' magic connected to the energies in nature. That's truly my thing. It's the one thing I always practise, and have succeeded in. The spiritual dimension is oblivious to most and narcissistically interpreted by many. However, there are some who are humbly aware of the spiritual realm: the spirits in everything interacting with each other. My magic involves t

(Borderlands 3 ~this game is for adults only) WARNING: The above video is very brief and doesn't show much, but don't watch it if you don't want to see anything that may be considered spoilers! This game is rated as only for adults. Don't continue reading if you don't want to hear anything that may be considered spoilers! I just find it amusing that I'm spending Valentine's Day playing this game. I can still be a romantic person, even if I'm single: (I know that I truly haven't met the right guy yet, and my actions show that I'm still a caring person. I would like to meet someone who is okay with, and encourages me to be myself. That's my first priority, and I'm still waiting for it.) Now, regarding Borderlands... I couldn't resist the offer on Steam to get all the Borderlands games and DLC in one package, and save hundreds of dollars. I read some reviews, and the majority of gamers agree to play the games in order, but it's not n

You DO care about people, as much as you can. You may feel apathy, that you don't care, but your actions show that you do. Everything you are doing shows that you care. You care about people, and you care about yourself. p.s. You know you haven't met him yet.

Now it's time to trust your magical item. Know that it's perfectly calibrated yet can be adjusted if necessary, while being wielded. It has spiritual energy from yourself and the Universe. The spirit it has from the Universe can be no more evil than your own spirit. Trust yourself, trust God, and trust your item.

I like the expression, "Be the change that you wish to see in the world." even if it wasn't said by Mahatma Gandhi. We can be the way we wish the world was; I can act like the world is the way I wish it was. And why not? Just because the world is not that way, why can't we be? We don't have to be the way the world is. We can be the way we want, regardless the way the world is.

God's Love.* This is an interesting sermon. It's useful for focusing on the positive voices in our minds, especially when we're surrounded by negative voices coming from evil outside and around us. All the negative voices I hear do not come from myself. Some observations regarding voices that I've noticed is when an insulting and hurtful thing is said by one evil spirit, another, or some others, repeat what was said. Sometimes they will say something that may sound okay, but it's meant to put you on a guilt trip. The great whore wants you to be turned on by her, and continually pushes herself on you so she can connect to the moment you've been aroused. She wants to control how you're turned on, and in doing so, she turns you off completely. She has the opposite effect of what she wants. If it were up to her, you would live your life without any excitement, always being turned off, and increasingly turned off by her at every moment. Listen to the heavenly che