That I Can Do

Waiting at the bus stop... The morning sun shines brightly just above the horizon, yet I don't feel the need to wear my shades. All sorts of emotions are felt swirling around within me, while all balances out to being well. The bus arrives.

I've come to a realization: I believe in love, and I don't need to explain myself so much for love.

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p.s. It's not meant to be a guilt trip. Who knows what God knows?

In our Universe, timing is everything. Have you ever met anyone who persistently arrives at the perfect time to cause you more pain? They always appear in perfect timing to steal your happiness, kill your good mood, and destroy your peace.  Have you noticed when things work out in perfect timing for you, so that you could have a better life? It causes you to live a good life more abundantly. (John 10:10) ~Peace, wholeness, love, compassion, healing and good lives be ours. With gratitude, Amen.

I don't* think healing is compassion, but compassion inevitably leads to healing. *(sometimes we have to start with a negative in order to break through)

How can I enjoy Heaven knowing that others like me are being tortured in Hell? How selfish! How does punishment teach anything if it goes on for eternity? What type of God would allow this? Compassion energy seems strongest. It's the only reason to fight for this world 🌎. As well, it works both ways: compassion for others = compassion for self. This is what makes this energy so powerful.

My Review: ...ok

queer* 1st-generation Canadian happy with my Canadian upbringing don't believe that my way is the only right way don't blame everyone for my trauma don't think everyone is responsible for me * I've been asked, "What's the difference between 'queer' and 'gay'? Ever since some influential members of the transgender community have taken it upon themselves to represent the rest of the lgb+ communities, the term 'gay' has changed from a sexual orientation involving people with the same sex, to now include people of the same gender. Thus anyone can be gay, as long as both partners identify as having the same gender (regardless of their sex). Queer is a gender: genderqueer. (just like trans is transgender) It's more particular, and what I most identify as, being a gay bottom. In my society, if I were to say that I'm gay, most would assume that I play the "man's role" in the gay relationship (top), and that I want something

I'm stronger than I realize and when it comes down to it, I can count on myself. Yes, it's all part of Elohim's plan and Thon is always there every step of the way; there's no escaping Thon. The point is, I am capable. I reached a point where I felt that I don't care about anything else, nothing else mattered. I was so angry that all I  wanted to do was fight against evil, and I was capable. I am capable. I can control the anger using compassion for those who are currently suffering. I use the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit uses me to conquer. It feels like harnessing the power of a black hole ⚫️ 

Reward "good", be grateful, and wait. ( +100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 XP)

People say, "OK! OK!" just to shut you up, and then you think they agree with what you've been saying.

Finding Love I love me I love me for me Because I love me, I don't need to love all the bad things that made me who I am I don't even need to love the "who I am" I simply love me "Who I am" is a different concept from "me" "Who I am" is full of memories and experiences "Me" is at the core I love me And, I love "how I am" I love how God is I love how you are I love me I love God I love you I love

In the efforts of finding ways to cool off, be proud of yourself for not wanting contemplated probabilities. Living by faith is saying, "I'll be ok." And so you will. Elohim bless you!

You force people to act the way you want, then you're surprised that they're just acting.

I've gained some therapeutic perspective and now trust that the ring's new self-adjusting, self-aligning properties enable me to wield it worry-free. I can rely on it to always be perfectly calibrated for my needs. I don't have to think about that anymore; I can simply use it now.

The new alignment is unique to myself. I can feel and understand how it's tuned to my rythems and sequences. Of course, I'm a part of a larger pattern, with fundamental energies composing my own. Yet, this alignment remains unique. It's interesting to learn how its energy can be used.

I found a new alignment! It's a new frequency or vibration that aides in healthy energy flows and optimal wellbeing.

Our God is not limited to what anyone (regardless of how ordained they are) writes about God. Our God is always greater. Our God can do anything, including find a better way to save the world. Our God does not have Thons hands tied because Thon gave us "free will". Our God does not require anyone to believe in Thon, nor any praise. Our God is not a stupid parent. Our God loves unconditionally . This means that we are not required to believe, pray a "sinner's prayer", repent, nor be saved to receive God's love. God does not discriminate. God loves the world. We are loved by God because we are all God's children.

There're times I've wielded my rings to align energy flows for optimal personal health and wellbeing. I'd adjust my ring to my finger so that it would be automatically aligned when wearing it. Yet, if I left it on for a while (a few days) it would end up being aligned in the complete opposite direction that I wanted, and had originally aligned it to. This has happened repeatedly. I decided to experiment with this. This time, I intentionally aligned my ring so that it was causing energy flows to be opposite to what I wanted. I predicted it would eventually change to the opposite of that, thus to the way I wanted. It worked! I find the energy is now more focused in and on myself: instead of feeling like I'm wielding a ring, I feel like I'm wielding myself. I'm the magical energy, and my rings just act like a bottle cap keeping things in.

"I'm not okay, but I will be." (Shining like a star, the light you emit irradiates, destroys, dissolves and dissipates nearby evils while energizing everything else around you.)

I see now that it's all so personal. I align my energy for my health and wellbeing. When in a spiritual battle, I don't use my energy to change the enemy. The energies are used to change myself. This is how I'm victorious. Perhaps this works best because the true spiritual battle is within.

Expressing in words the magical energies, forces, flows, sensations and feelings from accumulated changes of fine-tuned alignments, necessarily acknowledges, relieves and honours the commitment and work required for this moment. Well done!

 ~modded edition

Apparently, I'm very convincing at acting like I care. It's always a surprise to people when I get tired of acting and show that I truly don't care. I just don't understand why people don't already figure out that it was only an act in the first place. Perhaps it's habitual for me to act like I care about things I don't truly care about because that's how I was brought up. My and my sisters' acting were what kept the peace in our home. I realize how we were always afraid and were required to act for our parent, otherwise be verbally and physically attacked. That was the past. Now I can choose how to act. I like acting nice, so it comes easily for me. Yet, I must be mindful of acting nice out of fear of conflict when conflict is necessary due to me being treated unjustly. There are times I must be stern. At those times, I cannot act like I care about what they do, are doing, or will do (within context): it's not time for acting; it's time to b

Feeling depressed. Sure, I have everything I need to conquer my reality, and I'm grateful, but why should I have to? What I truly desire, for all my life, is not attained. I recognize and identify this spirit, and this spiritual attack. I know I've never been more aligned to good than I am now, and the enemy is threatened by this. I can hear their frustration; it gives me pleasure.

What are your properties? What are the properties of those around you? Getting more personal, what are the properties of Christ Jesus? What are the properties of the devil? What are the properties of angels, demons and God? What are the properties of love?

Quantum mechanics and the Plank length need not apply with magical energies. Yet some properties remain such as the stability of mass and siphoning matter.

  This is my first Souls game. I'll admit that it keeps me coming back to it. It's visually stunning. A still image doesn't give it justice as there's so much motion going on on-screen. It's like looking into a portal to a dream world. It really draws you in. Now... like a dream world, it can feel impossible to navigate. It's also very difficult; you die regularly. Yet, everything's so beautifully animated it keeps you coming back. It reminded me of Dragon's Lair, but it plays like a "rated R" Zelda game. It can get frustrating. I thought of using mods but decided not to, because the mods I've seen just seem to be more hassle. I don't see how I could have progressed without the helpful information from other gamers online (thanks), and continuously grinding to level-up my character. (the pic shows how far I got as of now) ps. I'm finding this more interesting than The Elder Scrolls Online due to the fact that I'm not forced to l

The energy travels like light through a medium, reflecting within the crystal, off the metal of which it has been set. It flows from within and around, connected to chosen benefits of health and wellbeing while wearing the ring. Thanks.

Good morning 😊

This moment is great just as it is.

The energy is flowing in the beneficial way for my wellbeing. It flows increasingly faster and more frictionless: flowing without resistance. It makes up an energy cell that encompasses a dark part of me I don't see. This energy cell continually fills, in what feels like an accelerated manner. I'm learning how to tap into this energy reservoir, that is me.

Preparation works.

"Forgive me, please!" "For what?" "For not being perfect." "I do not forgive you for that."

Wholeness, in the design of emotions, is through lived experience.

All the best in potentiality be actuality for us. 

Sharing a good moment 😌

If there's one thing I learned from Pride last month, it's that I'm not alone. Happy Canada Day!  ~photos were taken from  https://www.deviantart.com/mi1212120/gallery

I have a new alignment of energy thus incorporated with this message. May it benefit you. Peace and love!

Here's my new character who's more focused on magic. Don't worry; I still have my first character.

  I've continued playing Fallout 4 on pc after receiving some recommendations to complete the game. However, I must say that I've had to make numerous adjustments, that I learned from the helpful online posts of other gamers, to the game in order for it to be playable. Here are some helpful websites: micro-stuttering fix adjust brightness console cheats

Blessings.

Energy flow taps into emotion for power. Optimal flow can be our neutral gear via: faith, hope, trust, knowledge, understanding, patience, wisdom, courage, vulnerability, acceptance, compassion, gratitude, honesty, work... mindfulness.

  Doom Eternal is an extremely polished game. It can be gratifying to eliminate demons. At times it can also feel like a tiring expedition. I finished the Nintendo Switch version, and I'm now replaying it on pc. I liked using the Switch motion controls for aiming, and I also like using a keyboard and mouse. (You may be able to see from the keys that I position my left hand on the keyboard as if I were typing.)

Properties emerge from having your energy flowing in the right way for you. These emergent properties go beyond our connections to the flowing energies. They may be seen as magical, influenced psychically using mindfulness. Blessed be.

There once was a woman named Whaletilda, who gave birth to a daughter named Cowsilla.

I can just be myself and they'll know what my sexual orientation is.

When there's nothing else you can do, some people pray. If there's no other way you can fight, fight spirituality. This requires wisdom. Sometimes we need to go back to go ahead. Sometimes we have to unlearn to learn. Sometimes we have to say nothing to say everything. Sometimes we lose, and sometimes we win.

*deep breath of relaxation*

Need I say more?

This moment is better than simply good or okay. Personally, it's a result of keeping a step ahead of the enemy, allowing me to maintain my energy flows. It took acceptance of my limits, and faith and trust in what's greater.

I acknowledge this overall good moment and that I'm okay. Gratitude.

We shouldn't have to live this way. However, it may be helpful to prepare us for an eternal life. It's unfair how there are some who are not continuously bombarded with what they don't want, while we are. I can get some relief in computer games but then it happens there as well, in the game. It's like, the more I'm able and happy to simply be myself, the more I'm bombarded with what I don't want. I'm not being myself to attract what I don't want. I'm being myself, for myself, and in the hopes that I can attract what I want as myself. Imagine if I can be myself, and attract what I want. I don't want to be something else to attract what I want. Honestly, I think I've attracted what I don't want whether or not I'm being myself. I'm required to live with courage and reject what I don't want. I will not be afraid of the consequences. I don't have to be mean; I can be as nice as I want. I must simply stand up for myself and

Heavenly blessings be upon you now, without weighing you down in any way, but rather lifting you up in timeless ascension! (All curses are broken and penalties lifted!)

I did it! I made an energy barrier, or shield, that I can power utilizing my ring. It feels like a bubble surrounding me, that hardens when impacted by harmful energies. It feels like it exterminates any of those energies that are left over, trapped with the bubble once it forms. Thus it keeps a clean and healthy atmosphere around me that I'm able to intensify. (Basically, I'm starting to get how Gandalf felt when he protected himself while saying, "You shall not pass!" in The Lord of the Rings.) Reaching this point in my energy work is from the accumulation of years of fine adjustments to my weilded ring. It's as though I've been forging the ring all this time and now I can actually wield it. 😅

I take responsibility for the life that I live and I acknowledge its relative awesomeness.

It always seems unfair to have to seek out the good in people who make it difficult. We're told to imagine viewing from their perspectives, to ultimately have compassion. Yes, we're all God's children. Yet, if we have to see others in their "angelic forms" then we must see our own angelic forms as well. p.s. good morning

It doesn't have to be perfect. (gained bonus XP)

Here's to existing 🍸

Energy flows. I may have already mentioned that I think of energy as more than just the physics definition of the ability to do work, because I think work is relative. Things with mass need to exist in spacetime and they need to bend the spacetime they exist in. Mass is a resistance to acceleration. All these ideas with being mindful to the flows of good, healthy energies, as well as the flow of unwanted energy or waste, is taken into account when aligning an item to magically/psychically/spiritually wield. The best feeling I have is having a perfect alignment of energy. I feel my energies flowing in tune with my wielded item and the environment, providing optimal health, accordingly wellbeing.

back to Skyrim This game gives me mixed feeling, but overall its leaning towards being a good game. At times it can be frustrating. I found it necessary to adjust the controls and settings. There are times when I want to go a short distance on my map, but I end up on top of a cliff, or at a wall of rock, or some other dead end because of the layout and landscape. It's blatantly obvious the game was meant to appeal to mainstream heterosexual males: if you're not followed by a woman (including transwomen) then you're rescuing women and bringing them back to their wives, sisters or female lovers. This is an exaggeration, of course, but you get the point. It's like how I felt when I tried out the Star Trek Online game: I have no interest in commanding an all-female crew.  In The Elder Scrolls Online, I really like the exploration and abilities. There's so much you can do and you have a lot of freedom. I usually like playing solo. There are some areas that require a grou

Who worries about such things? I don't.

In the first pic you can see the Rainbow Bridge at 3:20 pm yesterday. It was neat to see it look like night time during the day. The other picture of the eclipse is just afterwards. I've discovered the ring heals and energizes me while being on. It's better used passively. I've had to alternate how I wield it, more defensively.

I just wanted to share this moment of revelation and enlightenment with you 🤗

When I talk about battling the enemy, I mean spiritual warfare. I'm not actually talking about physical battles. However, you will see the connection between the spiritual and physical in time. Why can't we simply make all the demons into their angelic forms? Weren't they once angels to begin with? Perhaps it takes being stronger than our feelings of anger, bitterness and hatred, to swallow our pride, let those feelings go and think in terms of goodness. Maybe there's some good in being a little delusional; it works for the enemy. What would they be saying if they were their angelic selves?

You've been given a glimpse of your power, as everything being manifested with your every thought fades back into an unseen realm. The power you control is greater than you expected, greater than your enemy's. Your attacks feel like overkill, yet your power keeps increasing. You know you want to use this power for something else, something greater. You call out to God, Elohim! You know a fundamental change will occur as you call out once more, Elohim! You're shown your seat at God's council, Elohim, and welcomed to sit down as part of the Council of God. You feel your godliness and now know what to do with your power. Instead of attacking, you see your enemy as their innocent childhood selves. With your power you bring out that part of them, their seats on the council, and act on your feelings of compassion and love towards them.

It feels to be absorbing energies, perhaps to be used later. I appreciate the disconnection it now has from energy flows; it's different. It seems to be more connected to whatever I can think of, like the Green Lantern's ring. This requires a different energy in itself. However, it's better than the comic book hero's ring because it's always on auto-charge, like self-generating mana. I wonder when I'll need to use its energy.

According to BibleGateway.com there are 142 results for the word "abomination" in the King James Version Bible. Apparently the new, political, English word "homosexuality" that has been added to the modern translations of scriptures is not considered to be the only abomination. The Bible is full of good, helpful things, as well as some shit that people simply ignore: 1 Timothy 2:12-14. I believe all Christians pick and choose the Bible verses to believe that work well for them. I like chapter 23 of Matthew because Jesus talks about hypocrites. I wish today's pastors would preach about that chapter more often, but like the previous example, it just seems to be ignored. I've experienced being ignored many times when speaking the truth. I live by Matthew 5:9. "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God." This gives us some leeway in what we do and say, as long as it's for peace. We need darkness to see the light. I t

You were brought up in an environment where you were unable to be yourself. You couldn't develop like the majority of people in your society because you spent your childhood in survival mode. Now that you're older, you're afraid that being the way you truly feel will not be tolerated. However, you regularly conquer your fears, thus tolerate the way you truly feel. Is this love?

There sure are a lot of Terms of Service to agree with. Basically, we own nothing.